Everything is fine

Actually, most things in my life are fine now. I don't worry much, and sometimes I feel just like Charlie in the video above - I want to shout out to the world that everything is fine (as he does at 2:20). But, as always, if I want to, I can think of things that aren't fine. If I start worrying and stressing, for example about exams, I usually tell myself to stop worrying, and then I take a snack or bite my nails anyway. I know I shouldn't, but does that mean that I don't do it? Of course not.

Today, when fishing around the internet for a good blog topic, I typed 'random' into google, and found this website called random website. Of course I had to check it out, and after a few tries, I found a site full of pictures. A picture from that site made me think of Charlie's video (above). In the picture there is a sign that says "In Heaven everything is fine". It made me smile, and I don't really know why. Maybe it has something to do with the guy painted above the text, or maybe the text resonated  with something in me.

I guess I wish that everything was fine all the time. Normality and stability every day. But that would be boring, and nothing would ever change, so I guess a good and comfortable mix would be the best. The comfortable and the disruptive in a nice balance, where the comfortable would definitely dominate.

I feel like I am partly trying to convince myself that I have nothing to worry about, and I feel that I am lying a bit to myself (and you). But right now I'm genuinely not feeling a lot of worry going on. I don't know if I should be worrying, but I don't care. I don't like worrying, so I'm not going to. And that's final. (Do you hear that, me? I mean it.)

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